AIESEC interview results
AIESEC Interview Results
Dear all,
Thank you for coming to the AIESEC Interviews.
It is to our greatest pleasure to inform you that you have been
successfully selected as a member of AIESEC in NUS!OMG! can anyone believe it? i really made it in! despite screwing up my interview, I MADE IT INTO AIESEC! i'm now a part of this international organisation!!
this is (almost) like a dream come true to me.. i never ever expect myself to make it.. the two interviewers kept giving me the look that i'm not good enough for AIESEC & "thanks- for- coming" look.. how can it be? or maybe they made a mistake in the email? what if i'm actually not supposed to be in.. if that is really the case, then what should i do?
but for now i just want to enjoy this moment..
I MAKE IT INTO AIESEC!! n__n
hammie
today i went j8 to help my mum buy something.. i passed by(actually, i should say i detour to) the pet shop, and guess what? a new batch of small little cute roborovski!!
i immediately called my mum & asked her to go meet me in j8.. she had been thinking of getting a pair of robo after xiao ai died.. and after like an hour, she came.. we went to the pet shop & after half an hour or so, we left the shop.. empty-handed..
it's not that their hammie're not cute enough.. in fact, i think they're the most adorable batch of robo i ever saw (maybe except xiao chun & xiao ai).. and frankly speaking, i was kind of relieved my mum didn't buy any..
i don't know.. but i guess i still miss my xiao ai a lot (unconsiously, maybe?).. i just could not bring myself to see another hamster in my house & use the things that once belong to xiao ai.. or maybe it's just the fear of facing death& departure(hmmmm, is this the word to use?) again.. i mean sooner or later these new hammie will die right? and that's in like at most 3 years' time? xiao ai was only in my house for half a year yet the grief i felt when she passed away was already so enormous.. i can't imagine what'll become of me if a hammie that has spent three years with me pass away..
guess i'm too easily attached emotionally to something (aka devoted and faithful).. which is quite bad for myself right?
i really don't know..
AIESEC interview
today went for AIESEC interview.. seriously think i screwed it up.. the two interviewers kept asking me questions that i don't know how to answer.. seriously think i won't make it into AIESEC..
sian~
it'l like they kept asking me questions related to leadership and my leadership experience.. and it's not like i've a lot of experience in that.. they really got me speechless..
and to add "ice on the snow" (雪上加霜）, they asked me this as the final question:
"Describe three achievement/ accomplishment that you are really proud of in your life"
this one is a real killer man.. i mean i don't think my life is so adventureous/ happening.. so i just crapped up something for them.. haha.. now when i think i about it, i think i seriously sounded dumb..
seems like i'll just have to stick with PRU..(but i didn't go for their welcome tea!)
orientation
orientation, to me, suck.. it's not fun (but it's not like as if i had ever enjoyed any orientation in my life).. the talks are boring.. the games are not that exciting.. i'm going to pon the rest of this week (which actually means only 1 day 'cause friday no activities)..
anyway, i'm struggling in nus.. trying so hard to adapt to the environment but still don't manage to do that.. i know i sound like a total loser.. but whatever you think k? i don't care(but please don't tell me that right in front of my face, i'm too troubled now to take any further blows).. i'm having such a screwed-up life in my faculty.. feel like a total, complete loser myself.. i'm always feeling so lonely & out-of-place when i'm in school.. like i'm not a part of them.. just can't 'click' with others..
life suck in nus for me..
