feeling kind of blue..
why do i feel like i am so detached from the world that I was very familiar and comfortable with? seems like there is this invisible force that is pulling me away from everyone and everything..
p.s. this is a very
emo post.. & that is why I have changed my song to something more "relaxing" for the time being..
guess how many hamster i have at home now?
answer:
10!provided that the 4 new babies all survive, which I think that should not be a problem..
now my house is "infested" with hammie.. told my mum right from the start not to put
di-di together with her already..sigh..see la! now another batch of hammie..in less than 2 months' time!
now my father is nagging me day and night to give them away.. but i don't have the heart to..
guess i'll just have to stop them from mating.. if not my wallet cannot
ta-han.. initially when there was only 2, i can buy a medium-sized hammie food and that can last for 2 months or so.. now I have 6 hammie, I have to replenish their food with the biggest pacakged food once a month.. I can foresee that after this batch grows up and start eating solid food, I'll have to buy hammie food twice a month!
a price to pay for not being firm enough with my mum..
I will not forget today..
today, I went for my last interview.. today, i was humiliated (sort of)..
he is a manager in one of the "Big 4".. can't remember his name though, but his name is not important..let's just call him
ass . i knew he didn't want to hire me once I saw his face.. I was told that he is the manager of the financial institution team, and so I guess he see himself as a class above the rest as he is an auditor who audit the banks, which is something that is
deemed to be more prestigious than other industries (but of course, I disagree with this perception, totally)
maybe it's the way I dress today, or maybe I was just born like this, or maybe it is the way I carried myself today, I think I gave him this impression that I know nothing but mug, aka nerd. The following are some of the things he said that gave me this idea that
he thinks that I am a nerd:
"I want my staff to be someone who is
sociable and can interact with all kinds of people because I think that is
the most important trait of a successful auditor"
"There is
no textbook answer in the working world.."
"Many graduates
made a mistake right from the start when they graduate; they chose to work as an auditor and as a result, they dislike their job because there is
high level of interaction with others.."
"Once you enter the workforce, you will be overwhelmed with work, and by then you will face a difficulty of allocating time between work and building relationship with your teammates.."
"
I don't want mere workers; I want someone who can express themselves and show that they have the ability to lead.."
guess it is just my luck that I was being allocated to this snobbish
ass..or maybe I should actually thank him for all his subtle insults, for it is only after today, after all those things he said to me, that I found my goal: I will prove that snobbish ass wrong. If he is a manager, then I will work towards being a partner;
I have to be better than him.
I won't disclose which accounting firm this is.. but I can drop a hint: company name starts with the alphabet that is before "L".. :p
Essential Brew
it has been some time since the time I met up with S13 girls.. our last outing was to celebrate SY's very belated birthday..went Essential Brew@Holland Brew..
as the name suggests, it is a cafe that sells tea..yes, almost everything in their menu comprise of tea or tea-related products (even their appetizers and desserts also have tea!) the food was ok (personally i find their fries best, ironically, because there is no tea in it).. but well, it is the company that count..agree?=)
p.s. blogging in school now..
lol..
i contributed to this beautiful card!(o^-^o)
oh my gosh!
this is truly 1 hellish week for me! lots of sleep debts.. even more tutorial debts and presentation deadlines.. worse of all, i must start worrying about my rice bowl!!!
result: bad skin--> enlarged pores/ oily skin/ acne and blemishes/ dark eye circles );
argh!!! please let me survive!
Time Management!
so much to do; so little time!
i need better time management! i need a higher time utilization percentage!
yuk..stop slacking..
