idiot!
2day 1st day of CT.. chem paper was still manageable.. hope i can pass (tis's e expectation i've 4 myself 4 tis CT- pass everything, wich, sadly, is not ez 4 me..) after e paper.. kok came 2 tell me tt mr. lee told him abt a 'website', which's abt shooting camp collecting consent forms, w names-mantioned.. i told kok not 2 tell mr. lee tt it's my blog.. i was super nervous when i heard tt mr lee noe abt my blog (well, he doesnt really noe it a blog, dunno tt i wrote all these, & he doesn't noe e URL..).. but still..
im really upset.. cos i tink e person hu informed tt t'chers abt my blog's some1 i noe.. i made my blog private.. so means ppl cant find my blog using search engines like yahoo! or google.. & not many ppl link my blog to theirs.. so e chances of any of e ppl i mentioned'll get 2 read my blog.. tt's y i believe tt it shld b some1 i noe hu reported my URL 2 t'chers..
actually im not really afraid la.. cos tink abt it.. tis's my blog u noe.. a place where i tok rubbish.. where i can complain all i want & giv any comments i like.. abt tt naming thingy.. i dun find anything wrong wif it wat.. i mean it's jus like ppl toking abt ppl, they mentioned names aso rite? jus tt theirs's verbal while mine's in written form..
i dunno y ppl'll feel offended when they c their names mentioned in others' blog la.. i mean c'mon lor.. i cant complain even in my blog meh? u noe when i c my name being mentioned in others' blogs, i wun say anything 1 lor.. even if it's sth really negative.. cos it's their blog mah, they've e right 2 write anything they like wat.. so y does tt person haf 2 b so evil 2 tell t'cher abt my blog? where&when did i offend u(my blog content excluded)?
however, i would still like 2 apologise 2 all those ppl hu haf/had felt offended by my blog's content.. i was really annoyed when i wrote all those things.. but well, 1st of all, hu ask u so kaypo come read my blog?
u asked 4 it. dun blame me.
zhou cheng ling
jus now tt idiot(baby girl) went into my room & scoleded my mum "ma de!" 3 times behind her back.. getting so rude.. then she aso noe wat's 'smoking', '4D', 'TOTO'.. haix.. i wonder wat'll she become in e future.. all thanks 2 my bro la.. keep scolding her "ma de!".. then she picked it up..
i go watch 'tong xin yuan' already..ta-ta!=]
we'r too fortunate..
jus read kenneth's blog..haf been too bz lately 2 surf(yes..i've been TRYING 2 mug, but i always end up watching tv..)..finally ken's toking some sense..yah.. i do agree wif him.. soon huat.. u use air-con too often.. i mean, he's e 1st person i noe hu swtch on air-con almost 24/7.. conservation of natural resources ppl..
tis morning went 2 hawker centre 2 haf breakfast wif my mum & bro.. tis family who shared table wif us were wasteful..& i mean REALLY WASTEFUL.. e husband bought a plate of fried kway-teow & he at most ate 1 mouthful.. e wife bought fried mifen & she still left half a plate when they left.. my heart ache when e cleaner threw away e food..
seriously..y r ppl so wasteful? my parents always teach me not 2 waste food (& other natural resources of cos..) bcos..
1) we spent money buying them;
2) tink abt those in africa & other "3rd world" countries ppl who've no food 2 eat;
3) retribution;
4) protect Mother Nature.
1) we dun get our food 4 free; we pay 4 them..we pay 4 every single grain of rice we eat.. r u tt rich 2 actually throw away money indirectly? i mean, i dun tink throwing away food is less sinful than throwing notes into the dustbin.. will u dump money into e dustbin? if not, then y u throw away food?
2) jus imagine.. all those ppl in those developing countries.. they're struggling wif life everyday.. all bcos they've nth 2 eat, they've 2 face death every single day.. all e food tt we throw away.. can save thousands of ppl hu're on e verge of dying due 2 hunger.. if u wanna throw away ur food, y dun u buy a smaller portion, then save up e money 4 donation? i believe they desperately need e food u indirectly donate 2 them.. do some good deed instead ppl!
3) i always believe in retribution.. tt if u do sth good, eventually u'll get ur rewards, but in may come back 2 u in some other form; if if u evil things, u'll definitely get ur retribution, it's jus a matter of time.. i strongly believe tt throwing away food is a SIN!.. now u'r throwing away food..who knows? mayb 1 day, u'll end up having no food, even when u've loads of money 2 buy anything.. think abt it..
4) if we buy food, dun eat, throw away.. wat'll they become? RUBBISH! & wat'll happen 2 these rubbish? become a burden 2 our EARTH.. can u imagine? wheneva u throw away food, not only u've wasted natural resources ( they're not being converted into useful energy), we'll aso b adding more rubbish 2 our earth.. when we burn these rubbish, we're producing more greenhouse gases & slowly speeding global warming..ppl.. i believe everyone noe abt our environment & e crisis we're facing/going to face.. then y aren't we helping e environment we need 2 rely on?
ok.. i told
sh tis b4 & u noe wat he say?.. "then wat? we force down all e food when we're already bloated?"..ok..e pt here's not 2 force urself 2 eat, esp. when u'r bloated.. cos eating's suppose 2 b a happy & satisfying thing.. i mean my fam do throw away food tt we cant finish or has turn bad.. u dun wanna fall sick eating rotten food rite?..
wat i mean's tt we shld cook/buy/order e amt we need.. if we noe we cant finish tt much, then dun buy tt much.. if not, we can always wrap them up & take home.. yes, some ppl may tink tt tt looks so stingy.. but c'mon, tt's YOUR money not other ppl's..so y bother abt how others view? their opinion wun kill u..
aso, if we happen 2 buy/ordered sth tt's not tasteful, or not 2 ur liking..do finish it aso.. i mean wat's food? no matter wat u eat, in e end, it'll still end up lookin e same wat (u understand wat i mean rite?).. so tt taste thingy.. it's merely a sense.. as long as we get e energy we need, it doesnt really matter if it tastes abit awful rite?
i seriously believe tt these values i held'r good ones.. next time, when i've children, i'll teach them e same too.. so pls.. haha.. so 2 my future husband, pls learn 2 appreciate these values b4 marrying me hor!:p
04s13 bbq..
yest was 04S13 class bbq @ yat chun's hse.. nth much really happened.. but it was really fun.. toking cock wif e guys & playing wif e girls & stuff.. e food was delicious!! haha.. i was suppose 2 cook 4 ko sing they all (my forfeit 4 losing in zhong ji mi ma..), but i din even go near e pit throughout e nite (except when im trying 2 hide from ken & gang).. kok was e 1 hu cooked 4 e whole class.. kok seong, thank you!=]
khai wan was drunk.. he actually drink 3/4 cup of alcohol with his stomach almost empty (he only had a chicken wing 7 some marshmallow b4 tt).. he was so drunk he couldn't even c how many fingers ko sing was showing ( she showed 2 & he saw 3 instead).. but thanks 2 him.. i got 2 c a real drunk man in real life.. (now i realised those drunk ppl in tv seems kinda fake)..
we played water bomb..it was funny 2 watch.. not funny 2 play.. ken & rey kept aiming at my back.. it's really not fun when u got hit by a water bomb.. it hurts.. i was 3/4 wet 15 min after they've started playing.. (reynold actually used a plastic bag as water bomb & threw @ me).. e rest of e guys kept saying they dun wanna play.. then in e end, they were e 1s hu made e most noise while playing water bombs.. we only played 4 awhile cos e residents ere were complaining tt we're too loud & e guards weren't happy tt we wet e place.. but it wasnt even 9 yet.. & it's jus some water bombs.. still we've 2 stop..
however, i still din haf enuf fun.. @ least i tink we could've play longer..we only started playing 1/2 hour b4 we leave..bcos e bbq started late..tt's y every1 was bz eating initially.. haiz.. how i wish we could play 4 a longer time.. i learnt a new poker card game call 'silence'.. it's super fun!! yong tat kanna forfeit & he went 2 slap reynold in his face!! haha.. too bad reynold was too slow 2 react.. (he looked so blur when yong tat slapped him..)..i was hoping 4 some drama ere.. but well, i bet if im e 1 hu did tt, he'ld most probably react instanteously & bash me up..
i left yat chun'hse ard 10..i was suppose 2 reach home ard 11.. but i took 1 more hr..all thanks 2 bus 855.. e board says tt during PM off peak hour, 855 comes in every 14-15 min..but yesterday, i waited 4 half an hour 4 it!! i seriously dunno wat's wrong wif tt stupid bus company.. did they allow their bus drivers 2 slack off 2 somewhere? when i was waiting, i saw at least 4 buses of others numbers..4 eg, 39 only comes in 15-16 min per bus..i saw 3 of them while i was waiting..dun u tink tis' s ridiculous?!.. in e end, i aboard e last bus home.. & ere were suppose 2 haf 2 more 855 b4 e last bus.. but i dun c any of them.. i was freaked out i almost hailed a taxi home (i dun haf a single cent wif me..)..
beside tis incident which seriously spoil my mood, i really enjoyed my day yesterday.. tink mayb after A-lvl, i shld organise sth like tis once more.. since my dad doesnt allow me go back hk tis end of yr (i'll tok abt tis in my next post)..
LTC + starwars
mon & tue was shooting leadership training camp (LTC).. nth much happened really.. i was so bz i couldnt really enjoy myself (yah..kok seong kept slacking i've 2 do mopre work than him..), but, seeing all those happy faces who had enjoyed tis camp, e sense of satisfaction is jus undescriblable(hope tis word exist)..thru tis camp, i learnt alot.. i truly enjoyed planning tis camp & i'll neva regret e time & effort i've put in2 tis camp..
1st of all, thru tis camp, i've got 2 interact wif many j2 whom i hardly tok 2 last time, esp. those in different training day as mine, ppl like wee teck, simon, desmond, jermyn, hong rui, harris.. all those whom i hardly interact with..i've got 2 noe them better thru tis camp..they may not feel e same way as i do, but i really feel tt tis camp has help 2 unite e members..
next, i learnt a v. impt lesson thru tis camp- nobody's perfect, so y shld we focus on their -ve side?.. 4 example, i tot josiah was a very arrogant guy who is difficult 2 get along wif.. after tis camp, i realised tt he's not tt bad after all.. i noe sometime e way he tok may sound abit arrogant & mayb even proud.. but he nice, he was e 1 who help me set up all e stations on tue under e hot, glaring sun.. another example would b jamie.. somebody told me tt her classmates doesn't really like her bcos she always try 2 act like an angel.. but i dun tink she's lidat.. ok, mayb u can say tt we spend merely 2 days wif one another so i wun noe them tt well.. but e thing's tt i believe everyone has their +ve & -ve points.. since none of us are perfect, then shldnt we look @ e +ve side of ohters, since we aso want others 2 do e same 2 us?
yest i went out 2 watch starwars wif sh.. even though we only went out 4 a few hours, it was really fun.. if im not wrong, it was e 1st outing we haf tis yr where we wear home clothes.. most of e time, we go out in sch uniform.. starwars episode is nice!! haha..when i was watching it, i keep telling myself i wanna watch e rest of e episode 4, 5 & 6.. but too bad, i dun tink ch 5's going 2 show it again..
ok..i goin out wif my ma.. 2 market..bye!
