COMMON TEST!...*part 3...+4
ok..common test's finally O.V.E.R.!!!haha..im so happy now..im free frm books 4 these few days..now i starting 2 worry about e days when im gonna collect my papers back..i dun wanna c them back!!..i cant sleep at all 4 these few days..tink i too tense up already..then today after i reached home i suddenly feel so tired..haha..mayb my body receive the signal tt CT's over and so i can relax..tink i'll finally haf a nice long sleep tonite..
*part 3
tuesday i had chinese paper and physics..and they r much suckier than gp&chem..during CL paper, i 1st had stomachache, then my stomach felt so unwell i really felt like crushing my papers up(in the end i din la..)..after compo, gastric pain came..tink it's becos i use too much energy 2 tink 4 e 1st paper tt's y i felt hungry..anyway, i dun tink anybody can understand e pain i was feeling..it's U.N.B.E.A.R.A.B.L.E. ..
physics paper's so difficult!! i mean my physics's already so bad..i'll haf dificulties even in a normal standard paper..somemore tis one's like..erm..much higher then normal standard?!..i jus hope i can boder-line pass physics lor..then 4 CL, im hoping 4 C &above..cos it's a gr8 insult 2 me if i fail my chinese..never in my life i'll allow tt 2 happen..
*part 4
2day's maths paper's e worst paper i haf ever sat 4!!..i tink haf pushed my body 2 e limit by not sleeping 4 like 3 nites..and it's not like as if i dun wanna sleep, it's jus tt i cant fall asleep no matter wat!!..ok..as i was saying..i pushed myself 2 e limit..2day during e maths paper..i couldnt rmb anything i learnt during e holiday..once i try 2 recall, my head started 2 spin..once i try 2 tink, 2 solve e problems, my head hurt..then my head felt so hot i tot i had a fever..but ltr i realised it wasnt my head tt's feeling hot..it's my hands tt r feeling cold..i kept wanting to vomit aso..
e worst o all..in e last 20min..i still left w 1 question hafnt do..&i was super urgent..i couldnt sit still..once i try 2 focus on e question, i'll tink o e toilet..it got so serious i threw my pen on e table & forced myself 2 stop tinkin about 'toilet'..tis paper has 11 questions..i only noe how 2 do 5 of them..e other 6 i only did half way then i gave up..now i tink e chances o me passing chem's much higher than maths lor..
*P.S. i went 2 study 4 maths yest tt's y i din come online 2 update my blog..oh yah..and i slept at 2 last nite cos i cant fall asleep..but tonite..it'll b different..haha..
COMMON TEST!...*part 2
tis morning so shuai1..i was too nervous about common test i couldnt sleep@all..then tis morning i got up late cos i was stupidly waiting 4 my alarm to go off on my bed..so i miss 265..i walked all the way 2 Yio Chu Kang..i was sweating like hell cos i was rushing..only 2 realise tt i missed 72 aso..then i haf no choice but 2 take MRT..2 tink i could actually go 2 Ang Mo Kio comfortably by bus and then take MRT..somemore it's 1 stop closer..feel so dumb..
today's papers r so E.A.S.Y.!..haha..i haf no more confidence 4 e rest o e papers..i dun really tink i can pass my gp even though i haf time to finish both my papers..
4 chem..haha..i dunno wat 2 say about it..if tt's e A-level standard, then i tink i wanna quit sch le..i dun wanna sit 4 A-level anymore...tt mcq only haf 20 questions..and they give us 30min to answer all of them..so means average's around 1min/question..i only managed 2 do 10 questions..the rest i jus anyhow shade the box w/o even looking at the question..pro rite?..it'll b a miracle if i can pass my mcq..then 4 the rest o the papers, even though i managed 2 finish e papers, i din haf time 2 look back at all those blanks i left..and i left lotsa B.L.A.N.K.S. ..
ok..after common test, sh invited me 2 his hse 2 study physics cos i really suck in physics &i always call him in these last 2 weeks 2 ask him about physics..&so i went..but in the end..i din really studied anything ere..not becos he kept distracting me or tt i couldnt conc. w him around..it's jus tt i dun haf any questions 2 ask becos i dun even noe wat tt chapter's about!!..i mean if u dunno wat's it about then where'll u haf doubts rite?..then i was mad@myself becos i wasted my time&achieve nothing..&i threw my tantrum@him..haiz..i so bad rite?..i not happy then i scold him 2 let out my frustration..
sh:..im really sorry!..i tink if i were u, i'll not b able 2 stand a gal like me..i only throw tantrum@u..even when u din do anything offendsive..sorry..i noe it's hard on u..but after i threw my tantrum, i dun feel good aso..i feel so guilty after i sent tt msg..PLEASE FORGIVE ME!:( if 1 day u really cant stand me&my temper..must tell me k?..but i dunno if i can control or change myself after u tell me..haix..y m i lidat?..sorry..tink i've hurt u like..infinite no. of times?!..i made ur life not only diffcult, but painful aso..SORRY!..make u suffer..*sob²*
kk..still hafnt study 2 more chapters o physics..tink i shld go revise soon..i'll try updating tmr..
*having really very bad headache now..my head keeps spinning and it's gonna explode..but still need 2 study..haix..
COMMON TEST!
haix..common test is driving me crazy!!..i dunno y im so nervous about it..i was never tis serious about tests in sec. sch..does tis means i haf grown up?!..haha..i haf been like doing nothing everyday except revisions..i am really³ afraid i wun perform well for tis common test..i scared that despite all the preparation i haf done, i still dun do well..the scarier thing is that ppl hu din study half as much as me do better than me..i tink if that really happen..i'll break-down..haha..
becos o tis stupid common test, i rejected my sec. sch fren's b'day celebration invitation..i broke my promise to my juniors, i said i'll b goin back for the camp but i din in the end cos i was, again, studying!!..
i really cant wait for common test to b over..can you believe it?..it only last 3 days and it's already driving me mad..i cant imagine wat'll happen A'level's around the corner..
and also, i am quite afraid of gp paper..i mean you cant really prepare for gp and i am quite sure i wun do well for gp..i'll b overjoyed if i can pass my gp..cos i can never finish my gp papers..i dunno wat'll happen if i do badly 4 gp also..
ok..since i haf been studying all day long, one can guess tt nothing intersting happen..except tt i haf been callin sh these few nights to ask him about physics, chem and maths..and you now wat?..he really helped me alot..i wun finish my revision tis fast w/o his help..so sh..T.H.A.N.K. Y.O.U.!!^^..u r really a gr8 t'cher!..next time if u cant ind a job can consider being a t'cher u noe..ur students'll love u!..haha..and thanks for staying up till like dawn 2 teach me..really appreciate tt!
k..guess i haf 2 go back to my books now..haha..they r waiting 4 me..
my father..
It has been such a long time since the last time I complain about something in my blog…think the last time was about the CO t’cher-in-charge in sch...and that was like erm…at least 3 months ago…sh doesn’t like me complain, so I always try to control myself…but today…I really cannot stand him anymore!
Omg!...y does he have to be so irritating?!...he looks at everything that I am doing…when I sms-ing, he stands beside me and read the messages I typing… when I am using the computer, he planted himself right next to me and look and my e-mail inbox, my msn chat windows..EVERYTHING!... he keeps asking me questions about everything single thing I do…and if I stop using the computer and watch TV instead, he would start complaining, that I am not teaching him how to surf the net…ARH!...i mean if u want to learn, then tell me beforehand right?... I will be very happy to teach you!... you can’t jus sit beside me and start looking at all the things I am doing!...that’s call invading others’ privacy!!...even though I am your daughter…I have my own privacy also, you can’t jus look at everything you wish!..
Another about him is that he always make me do stuff…like yesterday..i switched my computer off because it was really lagging… then he came home 5 min later and wanted to switch on the computer… once I told him I jus switched it of…he got angry…and he said, ‘everythime I want to use the computer you start giving me excuses, but it’s alright if you two use..i don’t care when you switch it off, I want to play now, cannot ah?’..he always does this…then when the computer hang or encounter any problem, he’ll start blaming me and ask me to call the service hotline and stuff…if I tell him I don’t know what went wrong, he’ll start complaining and ask me to read up more about computer…
I mean I didn’t spoil the computer…all those errors are not created by me..then why should I be the one to call up and do everything while the teo of them just sit there and relax?!... I am a girl and he expects me to become a computer-know-it-all…he never ask my brother to do that..it’s always me..and only me!...not only the computer…almost everything…he always ask me whenever there’s a problem…never ask my brother, even if the problem is caused by him…and if I don’t know what the problem is or if I refuse to do the things he wants me to do..he’ll get angry and start scolding me!
Ok..enough of complaining today..i should start my revision for the day..oh man!..i am so behind time..*sob*
hihi!
hohoho!..im so happy i haf a new blog now!..haha..the reason y i start tis new blog is because i 4got my previous username so i cant log in..well²..it doesnt matter anymore, 4 i haf tis new blog now!hmmm..now preparing 4 common test, so i dun tink i'll haf time to edit my blog until like..erm...thursday?!(i haf NO sch on thursday..muahahaha..JEALOUS?!)..oops!..i sound so b*tchy jus now..haha..anyway..i study till goin mad le..lalala..haha..tink shld go back to my books now...bye!^^
