pieces of me

Ha! I know why am I feeling so depressed now!

I am out of touch! I am insulated! I am alone!

I am feeling lonely..

I feel empty..



p.s. I would really like to dedicate the next part of my post to this special someone,

Thank you for being so pragmatic, it was really nice of you to change so much after this particular incident happened. Now I know how it feels like to have no one by your side.

Really like to thank you for giving me this opportunity to have a taste of being abandoned. And I hope you will get a taste of it soon too. This is part and parcel of growing up, I figured. =)

And let me tell you this: I could not get it does not mean that I am not good enough. In the same sense, you got it does not mean that you are in any way superior than me. So stop giving me this feeling that I am inferior, I am not! And stop treating me like I am unwanted, if you really think that I am a pest to you, say it and I will never bother you again.

But think twice before you do anything harsh though; you are not that popular either, you don't have that many cushions to fall on.

And stop playing with others. You will get your retribution one day.

Hope you know who you are. =)

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 19:11 0 Comments

it is almost to the brim!!

1 test, 2 projects due next week.

2 tests and 2 more projects due the following week.

and my groups have not really started on any of the projects.

so cool~

=)

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 18:39 0 Comments

work is piling up.

i can't breathe.

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 08:21 0 Comments

should I reply?

my brother kept a letter of mine for 6 years! that was from my primary school friend from Hong Kong.. she wrote to me in September year 2002.. my brother opened the letter without my permission, kept it in his drawer and only returned it to me today!

seems like time files.. year 2002 doesn't sound that long ago.. but in fact 6 years have lapsed.. soon i will be graduating.. and I don't think I am graduating at a good time.. with the world going into recession and stuff.. guess it is just my luck.. -shrug-

wonder if she will entertain me if I write back to her.. after 6 years..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 23:24 0 Comments