jus a thought..
ok..actually i wanted 2 tok abt sth else 2day..but after givin some tots, i tink tis topic tt im gonna discuss abt's far more significant than e original topic..
2day cme lesson's attendance hit a record-breaking low..only 5 attended (andrew's absent frm sch & even yat chun din turned up 4 cme)..ok..tis's wat i wanna tok abt..
seriously, i dun understand y ppl pon cme..ok, u may say, "aiya, go aso no use, waste my time only"..but do u lose anything if u attend cme? u say waste ur time..but it's only a mere 40mins..even if u can save tis 40min, wat u do when u reach home? sleep? play com? slack?..then aren't u wasting tt 40min tt u've so-called "saved"?
tell me, haf u ever heard anybody else frm other classes telling u tt their class attendance 4 cme's tt bad? then y tis only happen in our class? is it bcos of our civics tutor, mr jiang? then wat's wrong wif him tt makes every1 cant stop skipping his lessons? tt his face's disfigured & it's too disgusting 4 ur eyes? or u jus pon bcos u noe he wun do anything 2 u?
ok, then did anyone realise, it's not tt he CANNOT do anything 2 us..it's jus tt he DIDN'T do anything 2 those hu pon his lessons..bcos he's easy-going (u can say he doesn't care, whichever way u put it)..
im not speaking up 4 jiang lao shi here..im jus speaking up bcos i tink wat u all'r doing now's not rite.. jus tink, jus bcos jiang lao shi is not fierce, does not means tt u can pon his lesson as & when u wish.. u tink, if jiang lao shi is as strict as mr simon reynolds, do u tink u'll ever dare pon his lessons?
jiang lao shi is so nice 2 our class, even if u all pon his lessons, he din report it 2 mr reynolds (& tis's wat other t'chers normally do when students refuse 2 attend their lessons despite warning)..so u all tink u can abuse tt? it's jus like if someone tell u, "i hate tt guy cos he punched me.." u can understand; but if some1 tells u," i hate tt fellow cos he's so nice 2 me, help me when im in need.."..wun u feel (huh?)..it's e same logic here..
ppl in our class always complain tt e t'chers dun respect them..& e t'chers dun listen 2 us..but please..b4 u complain..dun u tink u'r actually doin e same thing 2 t'chers too? by skipping lessons like chinese & cme (those lessons tt'r ranked as 'lowest class' & most insignificant), dun u tink u'r showing disrespect 2 e t'chers aso? e mr jiang bothered 2 go 2 e classroom & wait 4 u all 2 turn up everytime even though he knew tt only a few'll turn up..y? bcos tt's his duty..then dun u tink it's our, student's, duty 2 turn up 4 lesson on time bcos e t'chers showed us respect by turning up 4 lessons so we shld do e same?
jus imagine urself in these t'chers' shoes..it's like a t'cher attend all his other classes' lesson except ours..then when we go ask him..he jus says,"oh, u all are all so stupid..wat e point of me teaching when i noe u all'll neva understand."..how would u feel? then tis's e feeling e t'chers haf aso..
oh..u can say things like, "isn't it better tt we dun go 4 lessons? lidat he do lesser, make his life easier."..yah..so y shld u care if none of ur tutors turn up 4 lessons bcos in tis way, u wun even haf 2 do anything!
ok..or mayb u'll say.."it's not fair!y'r we always e 1 attending lessons while e guys can pon all they want? y cant we do e same?"..pls, use ur brain b4 u ever say tt..jus bcos ur other classmates dun attend a particular lesson tt's y u dun attend..how childish! how stupid! how idiotic! how shallow u r! by saying tt, u'r jus like saying things like.."oh, my frens all dun study, so y shld i study?".."oh, all my frens dun eat so y shld i?".."oh, all my frens take drugs, so i shld follow them".."oh, all my frens want 2 commit suicide, i shld join them"..
like..hello? do u go 4 lessons 4 ur frens' sake? of cos not! u go 2 sch & learn knowledge 4 urself, not 4 others! e things u learn'll never benefit any1 else but u..so y shld u giv stupid reasons like tt jus 2 pon lessons?
pls..u wanna go home early..e t'chers want 2 do e same aso..yet they come 4 lessons..so dun u tink it's time 4 us 2 show some respect 2 them?
im not saying tt mr. jiang is totally free frm any responsibility..if he's really a good t'cher, he'ld haf report u all 2 mr reynolds..but again..tink..y shld he do tt if u all cant even bothered wif sch?
4 ppl hu'r reading tis post now..i thank you 4 ur patience 2 actually finish reading tis post..
ppl, pls..do some self-reflection on ur sttitude towards sch, lessons & t'chers (esp those u all labelled as "bulliable"..
p.s:im not saying tt im a perfect students, i did pon some classes (but not, & never will b as much as you)..im jus raising tis topic 4 some sort of discussion..
once again..thank you 4 ur kind attention..
reynold
seriously, tis guy's mad..i tink he's like deprive of attention in his previous life or sth..he keep seeking attention(esp. desperate 4 UNWANTED attention)..like 2day in swensen's, he kept making stupid noise & do foolish things..haix..reynold, pls grow up..i dun tink u want 2 become e laughing stock of e whole of tampines..
he actually threw cream on e table jus bcos ppl deliver his order abit ltr than e rest of us.. i was tinkin if they delay any further, i wun b surprise if he start throwing things @ e waiters & waitresses ere..
like wat i said..seriously, reynold, u want all e public places in s'pore 2 ban u frm entering b4 u'r satisfyis it? haix..im so sad i haf 2 noe u..
next time..if any1's going out wif reynold, pls count me out..thx..
p's:reynold, in case u'r seeing tis..it's jus meant 2 b a joke..so pls dun b mad..BUT, if u continue calling me tt awful name(u noe v.well wat im referring 2)..i'll not only post in my blog..i'll go 2 e sch forum & dun worry, i'll make u famous ere...=]
depression..
really feel darn 冤枉 2day..during gp, my t'cher called out those hu din do e gp online quiz & they'r suppose 2 c head of gp, mr simon reynolds next tuesday, at 5pm.. disbelivingly, my name was called..yeah.. i couldnt believe my ears aso..
i really wanna clarify 1 thing: i did e gp quiz!! but i bet he's not gonna believe tt (according 2 alice they all..)guess many ppl already knew wat happened, but i really wanna repeat myself, so pls bear w me.. i did tt stupid gp quiz on a saturday, i took it really seriously (as in i asked my mum 4 ans whenever i wasn't sure) & so by the time i was done, ere's only 2 mins left 4 me 2 summit my ans..when i hit tt stupid 'summit' button, e whole page went hay-wire & 'this page could not diaply properly' appeared.. i tried 'refresh', cannot; i tried 'back', aso cannot. so i haf no choice but 2 close e window..& since i was running late 4 my library cip, i tot i could re-do it or sth after i come back frm library..
then when i reached home, e very 1st thing i did was log on 2 tpjc.net..& guess wat? when i tried 2 do e quiz again, 'u haf exceed e time limit; access denied'(or sth lidat la)..WTH?!
seriously, tis time i really thing e sch's at fault..i've been tinkin' abt it after gp lesson, & no matter how hard i tried, i jus couldnt find any reason or excuse 4 e sch (well, im learning how 2 consider in other ppl's shoes now)..
1st of all, they din announce tt ere's a gp quiz, despite e fact tt it's a COMPULSORY quiz.. well, if u wanna make it compulsory, & u want ppl 2 do it..then shldnt u make an effort 2 like at least put up a message on e telecast or sth? dun they noe tt not e whole population (in fact e majority, i believe) check tpjc.net everyday? if u dun make announcement, do u tink they'll bothered 2 check, bcos they din even noe tt tis quiz exist?
ok..u can say tt e 1st pt's not true bcos they did make an announcement tt they've extended e deadline 4 e gp online quiz..so tt can b considered as an announcement rite? i wun deny tt..
but seriously, y do they haf 2 put a time limit 2 it?y? wat's e pt? seriously, if they wasnt tis 'time limit' thingy, i would b able 2 summit my ans after i come home..bit i couldnt..bcos i've exceed tt pathetic 1/2 hr time limit!! u can argue tt they put a time limit bcos they wanna prevent us frm checking ans in newspaper, tt we do it more or less like a test.. but haf they 4gotten?it's e INTERNET, things like 'page could not be shown' or 'the page has expired' always occur.. so wat do those ppl do? where haf they place their brain, huh?
i was super depressed 4 e day..i did it, but i still need 2 get scolding frm hod..he sure wun believe me, say things like 'y shld i believe u?' & 'wat proof do u haf tt u really did e gp quiz?'..i'll haf 2 receive punishment when it wasnt even my fault!
another thing, tt stupid meeting's on tuesday@5pm..i end lesson @12.50 on tuesdays.. so wat shld i do? stay in sch 4 4hrs+ &rot? or go library & do 2hrs of cip, then i'll haf 2 go ere on sat 2 complete e remaining 1hr(which's totally rubbish..i take almost 3hr 2 travel ere jus 2 do 1hr of cip)?
some1 pls help me make e decision.. im too confused/emotional 2 make any decision like tis..
sian!
haiya..2day 1st day o sch nth much happened la..jus tt im bored of seeing e same words appearing on my blog so i decided 2 write sth..
arh..i keep trying 2 sign in 2 tpjc.net but 2 no avail (is tt how u say it?).. e msg ere say i need 2 enable cookies.. i already set my internet option as "allow all cookies"..but still cannot..can some1 pls help me?
*p.s. i wanna dl msn plus aso..tried 2 use google 2 search 4 it but i cant find anything except msn plus in some other languages (dunno whether it's french or spanish)..somebody pls send me e URL 4 msn plus aso..thx!=]*
A Special Dedication
*b4 i begin, i would like 2 inform all e ppl reading tis post, tt tis's my 1st(&i hope it'll b my last time) directing a post 2 some1 wif their real names appearing. you may aso like 2 take note tt e content in tis post r all non-frictionary.*
to yat chun,
thank you so much 4 tt post, i've read it.
i dunno wat's ur intention.. u hide it, so does tt mean u do not want me c it? but if tt's really e case, then y didn't u remove it? u wanted me 2 search 4 it, is it?
ok, 1st of all, i noe i was wrong in telling others tt i ph & u on tt day.. i shldnt gossip.. but as e saying goes: 'it takes 2 hands 2 clap'.. if i cant find any audience, do u tink any1 can gossip with themselves?
next, tt post..it's really nice.. hurt me e instant i read it.. i accept tt..but do u haf 2 say those things? it's alrite tt i feel hurt, cos i noe i made a mistake.. but do u haf 2 punish ph as well? do u noe how hurt she is? do u noe tt until now, she still cant get over it? was she wrong by wanting 2 b ur fren?
if not, y do u haf 2 hurt her?
yes, yes, yes..u may say things like "tt's my blog, i can post anything i like ere w/o asking any1 4 permission wat" or "it's nth 1 la.. i wasn't serious.."..well, if u tink u dun haf 2 bear any responsibility, u'r wrong..YOU'RE SO DAMN WRONG! wheneva u write sth & u show it 2 others, u haf 2 bear e responsibity..
2ndly, u told me u werent serious, then y din u tell ph? u jus keep mum even when u noe tt post has affected her alot? i mean, at least post another entry apologising 2 her.. or tell her tt u din mean 2 hurt her.. or sth lidat..
but did u do tt? did u even bother? NO! u jus let her suffer lidat..
wat kind of fren r u?
p/s: if u feel tt i haf said things tt's not rite/unjust/unfair 2 u, pls come approach me personally.. im very open 4 opinions & suggestions..im responsible.. unlike u..
C.O.N.S.I.D.E.R.A.T.I.O.N.
haix..i tot my com is fixed then finally can use internet..but dunno wat went wrong..i couldnt surf..so now im @sh's hse updating my blog..
now im in sch library..waiting 4 sh 2 turn up after his pe lesson..actually tis thing happened so long ago, i've lost my mood in tokin about tis.. but since kenneth requested 4 me 2 update my blog asap, i'll jus write sth abt it la..happy, kenneth?
tis thing happened on tue during recess.. after tis incident, i seriousl;y feel tt wat makes e world such a sucky place is SELFISHNESS.. every1's selfish, nobody cares abt other ppl anymore.. jus take wat happened on tue during recess as example, u take other ppl's thing 2 read w/o asking 4 permission, somemore recess's abt 2 end & she'ld come back anytime; u were already sitting @ somewhere else comfortable, but due 2 some unknown reasons, u moved & took other ppl's seats by jus pushing their bags away..WTH?(p.s: they'r not done by e same person)
jus imagine u'r e other party.. do u tink u can stand others doin tt 2 u? taking ur things w/o ur permission? pushing their bags away jus bcos they went 4 recess? y cant u put urself in others' shoes? is it tt difficult 2 b a little more considerate?
ok, im not so annoyed wif tt yearbook thingy, bcos at least they realised(or they looked like as though) they haf done sth not rite.. but e others..u noe wat i really feel like doing whenever i c them?(yes, it's 'they', not 'she' or 'he' only) i really feel like punching them..& u noe y? they tot it's fun!!! how can they?! they din even looked like they'r sorry or sth.. when sh told them some1's sitting ere, they jus said sth which indirectly means "so?is tt any of my problem?do u tink i care?" it's really upsetting 2 c ppl, hu'r smart enuf 2 make it into JC & get promoted, 2 act so immaturely..seriously, r they really 17 going on 18?
even though those ppl whose bags were ere din turn up 4 maths lecture.. but still.. jus imagine urself in their shoes.. after lecture, u went 4 recess & left ur bags ere 2 reserve ur seats.. when u came back, u realised somebody else was sitting on ur seats, wif ur bags somewhere else? how would u react if somebody else did tt on u? i bet e 1st thing u'll say is "what the..?!"(if u'r polite & civilised, but i dun tink u'r cos i tink ppl hu can do such a thing & dun feel shameful wun b o a much different when compared 2 a barbarian) or "F***!"
if u tink tt's fun, if u tink ur action's normal, then pls, dun say a word when u experience it urself.. cos u noe y? it'll eventually happened 2 u.. somebody else'll do e exact thing 2 u.. tt's call retribution..
y cant ppl b more considerate? if every1 in tis world can b more considerate, & they always consider others' welfare b4 they act, tis world would b a much better place.. dun u agree?
if ppl'r considerate, ere'll not b any crimes bcos they noe they'll cause others 2 b in trouble( like loss o money or death o a relative).. if athe leaders o e countries'r considerate, then ere wun b any war or conflicts bcos they noe, if they ever start a war, e ppl in other countries'll suffer..
again..4 tt 3 assholes hu were sitting in front o me on tue during maths lecture, pls do some reflection on ur attitude..and u noe wat? YOU SUCK!
