yes!
one item off my
urgently-need-to-do list, or rather, it's actually 2 items (nearly), all thanks to my special someone, who rushed all the way down north after his training just because i told him i wanted to see him after one whole week.
爱很简单. 不是吗？an action speaks louder than thousand words.
只要你的心中有对方，他一定能感受到的。
原来恋爱真是不错。
this is so true..
this statement truly reflects what i am experiencing right now..
This can be a highly productive time for you as long as you can overcome the current pressures. Instead of thinking about tomorrow, stay focused on the here and now, even if you have commitments to keep. Get your chores out of the way early, and then don't miss any opportunity to enjoy yourself.
By Rick Levinebut of course, why will i ever bother to post it in the first place if it is nonsense?
a story
just read this story on zaobao, sadly i couldn't find the softcopy version on their website (it's a comic strip), hence, i will try my best to re-write it to a "word" version.
有一个女孩每天都向佛祖祈求，希望佛祖能让她再看到踏春时那个令他一见钟情的男孩。后来，佛祖被她的诚意打动了，并现身跟她说要放弃现在的一切，包括爱她的家人，幸福的生活，还必须修炼五百年的道行，才能见他一面。
女孩立刻向佛祖跪拜叩头，并说：“可以，我能够。我不会后悔的。”说毕，女孩变成了一块大石头。
一年一年的过去了，五百年的风吹雨打，苦不堪言的是寂寞。最后一年，一个采石队来了，把大石头运进了城里，见了一座石桥。于是女孩变成了石桥的护栏。
石桥建成的第一天，女孩就看见那让她等了五百年的男孩。可是，那男孩匆匆地走过石桥，便马上消失在女孩的视线之外。
这时，佛祖又出现了，并问：“你满意了吗？”
“不！为什么？为什么我只是石桥的护栏？我甚至不能摸他一下！”
佛祖回答：“你想摸他一下？那你还得修炼五百年。你吃了那么多苦，不后悔吗？”
女孩义不容辞地说她愿意这么做，她不后悔。
女孩变成了一棵大树。
然后，又过了一个五百年。
最后一天，女孩知道他会来，但她的心竟然不再激动了。
然后，来了。他来了。
他走到大树下，坐在树荫下，靠着树睡着了。
女孩摸到他了！但她无法告诉他这千年的相思，她只能默默地为他阻挡阳光。
一会儿，他醒了，他看了这棵帮他遮荫的大树一眼后，便头也不回地走了。
佛祖又出现了，说：“你还想做他的妻子吗？那还得修炼。”
女孩回答道：“是的，我是很想，但是不必了。”
“哦？”
“我能做到的，但是，不必了。”
这时，佛祖微笑了，说：“这样很好。有个男孩可以少等一千年了！为了能看你一眼，他以经修炼了两千年了！”
hehe..
my dear friend is in love...
feel so happy for her!
i almost forgot!
finally sh uploads the pictures! now i can proudly "
hao-lian" to everyone what i have given him for his birthday which was almost 1 month ago.forgot to take pictures before i gave them to him.
this is the gift i made for him. in case you can't tell what this is, it is something you put on your door knot to beautify your door. and this is a back view of a BOY holding onto a box of chocolate! of course i didn't do this alone, i don't know how to use the sewing machine (& my mum said the one we have is too lousy for me to learn), so she helped me alot. and to thank my great mum for her help, i am buying her a new sewing machine for her birthday this year, she can stop puking blood whenever she sew things from now on! (o^-^o)
this is the card that i made for him, took me whole night. unlike the gift, this card is solely made by me, 100% yuk's effort. i know it's not that fantastic, but come on, i put in A LOT of effort, so don't criticize it, or at least don't let me know you find it
sucks, ok?
this is the interior. by the time i reached here my brain was 50% in coma and 45% half-dead, so yah..
now i will have to start worrying for next year.
why do these happen?
i kept trying to disable right click but to no avail. why?
the exact same command works on other blogs but not this. why?
i can never get all the tutorial slots i want, even after putting in a lot of effort in guessing what others may choose, and i always put the second best choice, but still i can't get. why?
saw on newspaper today: nothing is fair in this world, and that is most probably the fairest thing God has given us.
ate too much, and too fast this morning for breakfast '
cause i thought i was going to be late for tuition, in the end it's postponed to late afternoon and now my gastric is protesting for this sudden extra workload.
help!
tutorial balloting
another thing that really gives me heart attack besides module bidding.
really hate going through this turmoil at the beginning of every semester.
there are thousand and one things for me to worry about in a semester already, why can't the school think of a better system to spare their poor students from getting more headache.
come on, it is only the beginning of a semester and we have to start worrying.
sigh. premature aging of my brain.
scribles III
看完《宫》了。我喜欢这出戏，因为它让我思考。至于思考些什么。。就让它成为我的秘密吧。
《一升的眼泪》给了我很多的启发: 我们都是伪君子。
很多时候，我们心想的跟我们的言行是背道而行的。
心里想的都不是我们做的。
为什么？
因为我们没有人想做坏人，我们都想别人喜欢我们，认同我们，所以我们conform to the social norms， 成为名副其实的伪君子。
是否有试过做一些自己不想做的事情？还是和一些自己不喜欢的人打交道？
就像亚也的同学一样，心里在埋怨行动不方便的她拖累了自己的学习进度，觉得他的存在麻烦了大家，可是表面上却装着一副没关系的样子，还很热心的帮助她。
很讨厌吧？
可是如果换做是我们，一定也会是这样的。我们就是这虚伪的世界所生产的产品—— 如假包换的伪君子。
scribles II
have been watching "
goong- princess hours" like crazy lately. trying my very best to complete the drama before school re-open.
i am sorry i am so slow, only watching it now when the sequel is already available in the market and on
youtube. but i didn't have time to watch it when it was aired on channel U, and i only managed to find that kind soul who lent the
dvd to me not long ago.
realised the "crown prince" is actually quite good-looking.
hehe. even though the second male lead is better looking.
i confess: i have a
thing for guys with small eyes. find them very cute.
just look at my dear. *blush*
guys with big, watery eyes are eye candy, definitely. but i find those with small eyes more attractive.
waiting for his new drama,
Mawang. Friday Weekly recommended it.
hope it will be good.
香蕉人
我最近都是在写华文，为什么呢？
华文字并不好打，尤其是像我这种半路出家学拼音的，常常打错。
那我为什么在虐待自己？
因为我的母语是华语。
“东方客”说的对，会掌握多种语言不是没有可能，但是无论如何，我们只会有一种思考语言。就算我24/7都在用英文，写英文，听英文，讲英语。到了最后，当我在想一些自身东西时，用的还是我的母语。
我想，但一个人的思考语言不是他的母语时，他已经可以算是一个“香蕉人”了。
请问，你是“香蕉人”吗？
我有一双魔法袜子
我有一双魔法袜子，穿上后我会变得提不起劲
儿。是真的。前两天晚上穿着它去睡觉，早上都没有劲去跑步，睡到太阳晒屁股了才起床。
刚才穿上它要去补习，结果越走感觉越不想去，最后打了电话给我的学生，跟他说：“对不起，我今天（心里）有一点事，不能去补习了。”
我说我有一双魔法袜子，你相信吗？
scribbles
发现每当天空像今天一样灰灰的时候，我就特别“多愁善感”，脑袋会一直像一堆有的没的。
就像今天。还有很多其他日子。
今天是国庆日，可是补习老师是没有所谓的休假的；手停口停。今天就像其他364天一样，有补习。
脚上的鞋子不知从几时开始变得很鬆，感觉好像随时都会掉出来一样。我不喜欢。还记得刚买时它很紧，还弄到我的脚趾头很痛。
这让我想到人。
人不也是一样吗？刚开始谈恋爱的人不是都会像新买的鞋子，把自己的另一半绑得紧紧的，深怕他/她会突然不见，有时候还会把船上写的脚弄得伤痕累累。鞋子穿了一段时间后，它会慢慢变松，脚也开始适应这双已经不算新的“新鞋”了。可是在穿久一点，鞋子就会变得太松。有些人可能会喜欢穿松松的鞋子，可是我不喜欢。我不喜欢那种提心吊胆，步步为营的感觉，不喜欢现在变成是我要用脚紧紧地夹住我的鞋子。
刚在一起，希望他不要把我绑得那么紧；我需要一点呼吸的空间。过了一点时间，大家都取得共识，懂得配合对方的需要。在过更久一点，我们却变得无所谓，以前紧张兮兮的那方现在变得爱理不理的，反正它永远都是在保护这脚的，换主人也不过是换了它要保护的脚而已，责任还是一样的；过往高喊着“自由万岁”的那方现在却变得十分在乎，十分害怕一直在保护着她的鞋子会突然离开她。
正因如此，我是不会把我的鞋丢掉的。不是因为我需要它保护我的脚，因为它曾陪我走过很多的路。
*disclaimer: there is nothing wrong with sh and me. this is just something that came across my mind. this post may reflect my thoughts, but it is not what is happening between us.(o^-^o)
new track added
"konayuki"- another song that is played frequently in "one litre of tears".
think i am kind of addicted to this drama. even though i have completed all 10 episodes
(and i believe i may not have cried one litre of tears, but i have certainty did my part in damaging the environment furthur by using no less than 10 pieces of tissue --> average 1 per episode), i still cannot get enough of it. would really love to watch it again and again. sadly, i still have a lot other drama under my belt and i have to finish watching them before school reopens!
her will and determination to live really touches me.
how i wish i can be just half as strong as her.
and how foolish of me to actually thought of taking my own life when i was faced with setbacks in life when i was younger. even though i did not actually do the act, the thought itself is selfish enough.
we all should be glad that we are alive. the fact that we are breathing, that we can feel our heart beating every second, is already something we can be celebrating about.
when you ever thought of killing yourself, please think of all those who are struggling to survive in this world. they would be happy to exchange their fate with yours.
we are too pampered.
原来能平凡地过每一天，也是一种幸福。《一升的眼泪》
