pieces of me

something for somebody

for someone,
u disappoint me, but u dunno. i really dunno wat 2 say 2 u. i neva noe u'r like tis, till tt day. u said all those words in front o so many ppl. i dunno of they noe or if they could tell, but i noe it very well..all e things u said were actually meant 4 me 2 hear..haha..really haf 2 thank you 4 sayin all those words, they woke me up.. i din noe im such a lousy person & did such a lousy job until u said so.. but how would i noe? i neva tot i did a lousy job wat.. so really thank you 4 telling me off when ere'r other ppl ard.

u'r really funny. u said we'r suppose 2 do sth w/o being told. but pls, hu ever tot tt we need 2 do so much 4 such a small event (it's not even big enuf 2 b called a event, but i couldn't find another word 2 replace tt actual word..so do pardon me). anyway i dun tink u knew we'r suppose 2 do tt until someone else asked 4 it & u cant produce it. im really sorry i was, and mayb still am, unable 2 help u 2 achieve e goals u want, like showin 2 others how good & effecient u'r..tt they din make a mistake in choosing u..WATEVA!

e whole thing, u were jus toking abt e same thing, & hu'r they aiming at?ME! all e things u said were e things i was in-charge of. i apologise here cos i noe im in e wrong, i din get it done, but please, im in e wrong is NOT equals 2 im TOTALLY AT FAULT! u'r partly responsible aso. when i told u i din get it done, u were, of cos, unhappy, i told u i'll get it done on e spot becos it's such a simple task. do u remember? u asked me dun bother, u said it's alrite. DO U REMEMBER? & now, u'r blaming me, scolding me on tt, on tt simple task which u asked me dun need 2 do. now pls look here, m i e only 1 at fault? AM I?

u wanna prove how capable u'r, u wanna show how good u'r, then go ahead, i wun get into ur way. but when u fail, dun take it out on us, dun push all e damn blame on us & make urself seem totally innocent & not responsible. DUN EVER USE US 2 ACHIEVE UR DAMN GOALS! DUN EVA USE US AS SHIELD!tt's such a disgusting act! & i neva expect u 2 do such a thing like tis.

im really disappointed in mankind. humans r selfish, humans r greedy, i noe & i accept tt (i m human too & so i haf these flaws too).. but i really hate those hu try 2 get themselves out of trouble & blame by pointing their damn filthy fingers @ others, esp when they haf a part 2 play.

u noe im really tempted 2 scold u tt big F word, but i decided not 2 becos i noe u & u noe me.

i dunno if u read tis entry, or if u noe im toking abt u..but tis's how i feel, so WATEVA!

frm,

yuk!

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 19:00