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an ordinary day

today's jus like any other ordinary day..or mayb u can plus e fact t it's aso my 18th b'day..(yeah..my b'day..happy b'day 2 me..happy b'day to me..happy b'day to yuk ching..happy b'day to me..)..

as u can tell, i din celebrate my b'day tis yr..not becos nobody wanted 2 celebrate it 4 me..but becos i dun wish 2 celebrate it..mayb it's becos i haf become more mature(aka grow older=P), i no longer c b'day as sth big, like how i used 2 tink a few yrs back..or mayb it's becos im now already 18..im getting O.L.D..&e older 1 gets, the less likely they want a b'day celebration..mayb becos they do not want to remind themselves tt they r gettin older & their youth's slowly passing away(haha..at least tt's wat i tink..im no longer young)..

actually can some1 tell me wat it means by b'day?..does it mean tt once u reach ur b'day, u'll suddenly grow up phsically, mentally or psychologically?..u can b 18, 20 or even 30 yrs old physically, but ur character will neva grow overnite wat..i mean one's character grow gradually..so back 2 my question..wat's e main purpose o celebrating one's b'day?..actually i dun c any pt in it..i mean it's merely jus the day tt u'r born..no matter which day u's born in, u'r still u..b'day's jus like valentine's, mothers' day, fathers' day, children's day, christmas, etc, where e advertisers'r e 1 hu atarted & encourage ppl 2 celebrate it by buyin presents & cakes & other kind of stuff..i mean in e past, hu celebrate b'day except elderly?..so all these kind of celebrations..is jus another form of luxury..

even though i dun really wanna celebrate my b'day, but i still made myself sth as b'day present..haha..fancy making present 4 myself..it's sth like tt SeaWaLK thingy i made 4 sh..but it's more complicated than tt cos im making it in a shape of flower instead of fish(..ere's petals..)..but im enjoying e process!!!neva knew it's tis fun 2 made sth 4 myself!!..after i complete tis..im tinkin of drawin sth 4 myself 4 christmas..haha..some ppl may find it weird, ju on earth giv presents 2 themselves..or worse..made presents 4 themselves on their b'day..well..im a livin example&im enjoyin it!!anyway, i dun c anythin wrong wif it wat..it's jus my way of celebratin & besides, wat's wrong wif pampering myself by making things?..haha..im startin 2 like 2 do things 2 pamper myself!!!hahahaha..

even though i dun really wanna celebrate my b'day..but i still haf some b'day wishes:
1)do well for A-level--->get into local uni
2) haf a trouble-free yr 2005(tis yr too much things happened, almost cant take it!)
3)get a job tis holiday & stop wastin my time!!

b4 i sign off..i really wanna thank all those hu wish me happy birthday..thank you guys!!!=)
ok..sh's here..buay!!!

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 17:30