pieces of me

ARH!

i jus wrote so much in the other blog then suddenly my damn com restart!!! i din save them anywhere so they are all gone!!! but i dun tink anyone will believe me..

when tis com restart, i really dunno wat..i wanted to cry..but no tears..i felt like telling someone, but nobody i can turn to..arh!!! nobody'll understand how i feel at that point of time..even people who haf experience tt b4..because they are not me..

i jus read sth frm somewhere and seriously they are kinda hurtful..it feels like as if all the efforts i tried to put in tis yr in sth had all gone to waste..becos despite me doing them, nobody realised..or even forgotten wat i haf done..it's really hurtful..to tink tt i remembered every single thing tt person did 4 me & yet, tis's wat i get in return..being forgotten..

am i, and the things i did, so insignificant that nobody bothered to rmb?

everyone in tis world is so self-centred(me included)..y cant they(i) jus stop tinking about my(their) own feelings?

if this selfishness can go away in human, this world'll become a much better place, so good i think it can be called 'utopia'..that's y utopia doesn't exist..

everyone in this world..why must people be bounded by how others view them?is others' viewpoint really tt impt? who are u leading your life for? yourself? or other people? why cant human jus lead the life they want without caring about how others view them?

can someone give me answers?

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 17:17