pieces of me

die..(while enjoying MY mooncake!)

die..i'm gonna die..until today, which is already thursday(3 more days to school re-open), i still hafn't do anything at all!!..well, actually i did something, i managed to fix my computer and restall all the necessary components(printer not yet)..i spent my whole morning doing annotation 4 tis bloody article which is 14 pages long(&it's so darn useful and informative!!)and i'm currently doing my minutes..but i hafn't touch a single bit o my work lor..i'm dead tis time..

after annotating tt article, i almost died..it has so much information i wrote all over the paper..& becos ms. azian say an article needs "consistentency", so i have no choice but 2 write(or crap) up as much as i can..even in sections where it's not really applicable to our project, i wrote down reasons why therre isn't much annotations..in other words, i jus filled e articles wif W.O.R.D.S.!!it took me hours 2 complete, but when i looked at e words-filled article, e sense o satisfiction's beyond words..

ok..promo's really around the corner & i hafnt started my revision..it's alrite if i had done very well 4 common test & noe my text inside out like kenneth & liang wei..but i din..im still very lost wif my 1st semester's work..& it's worrying..in my whole life..im always lost in e beginning & i take time 2 understand & get into e "situation"..like when i jus came 2 S'pore, i took around half a year 2 catch up wif sch work..then when i reached sec. level..i was completely lost in sec 1, i din noe wat was happening& of cos, obviously, i flunked all my tests(except chinese& chinese literature)..it took me aso around half a yr 2 adapt aso..in both cases, i was(and still am)completely clueless about wat was going on & i din manage 2 catch them back(i mean wat's e point?i dun need my sec 1 stuff 4 O'lvl)

all these happened & it din really affect me cos i was young..but now it's DIFFERENT!!!..i'm already half way thru my A'lvl course & i'll b sitting 4 my A'lvl next yr!!..e thing tt's worrying me e most's promo..im really afraid tt i cant pass it..and yet i dunno hu & where i shld look 4 help cos..i'm jus so clueless!!..i dun wanna ask my frens&classmates cos i tink it'll b irritating&disturbing..i wanted 2 ask my tutors but e big problem here's..i dun even noe wat exactly im unsure of!!..it's like whenever i read my notes i can understand..but all e questions prove me wrong!u noe, tt actually i may not know my text at all..haix..such a big problem im facing rite?tt i dun even noe wat's e exact problem..

mayb coming 2 JC's really a big mistake..*sigh*..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 15:42