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i really³ cant believe such ppl exist + OCS visit..

i really³ cant believe such ppl exist!
now i finally understand y ppl dislike asshole so much.(tis asshole originally has a name, but her name has become a forbidden word which we do not speak of&i cant find a better substitude name beside "asshole")..asshole's really nothing but a pain in e ass!!..i really cant believe asshole actually has e face 2 go & complain even further, w/o even doing some self-reflection y we dislike asshole so much..i mean if we haf no problem wif anybody except asshole, then isn't it very obvious tt e problem lies wif tt asshole, not us?

tt person, she only listen 2 asshole's parents side o story..shouted at us w/o us even openin our mouth..i can tell, she still doesnt believe us even though wat we haf said was nth but the truth!..u noe y she's so biased towards the parents?..becos she's afraid tt they'll complain about her 2 e ministry!i believe she has tis thinkin when the parents came..i dun believe any1 can b a saint & disregard their own welfare jus 4 e sake of others..wat makes her tink tt parents r always right & we r always wrong?!..jus becos the parents came 2 complain doesnt mean tt she's totally gulit-free & harmless..we haf parents aso wat..jus tt we r mature enuff not 2 alert them about tis matter becos we noe tis's our own problem..

u noe wat she want us 2 do?..she actually wanted us 2 pay asshole a visit becos asshole's sick..she want us 2 prepare a set of solutions 4 asshole & deliver it 2 assholes' doorsteps..she wanted us 2 give asshole a card & ask asshole's well-being..hahaha..y shld we do all these?..wat has she done 2 deserve such a special trestment?!..jus becos the parents came 2 complain about us does tt make asshole suddenly become a very special & important person?!..when any o us gets sick, we dun visit them wat..we aso dun make another set o solutions 4 them..those hu were sick always take initiative 2 ask others wat happen in sch!!..y shld we giv in 2 her & treat her especially nice when she doesnt deserve it!!?

the parents, all they believe's tt asshole's being bullied..y e f*ck did they interfere into tis matter?!..are they really tt bzbody & has nth better 2 do?!we'r already in JC level & yet they r doin things in such a way tt make me feel as if im still in kindergarden!..they only noe how 2 blame us..but do they eva realise ere's sth wrong wif asshole?!..i bet not, becos i tink 2 them, asshole's some1 hu's pure, innocent, harmless & "peace-loving"(asshole actually dare 2 say "i'm a peace-loving person, i also dun want all these 2 happen")..they r so protective o their child they r doin asshole harm, but y shld i care if it's harmful 4 asshole or not?it's none o my business..

asshole, let me tell u tis(even though i noe u'll never read tis)..i really cant stand u anymore..when u come back 2 sch, im not going 2 giv u any special treatment..but of cos, i wun show any displeasure when u'r near us..i wouldn't dare!(i dun wanna visit e principal's office again)..haha..do u noe tt u haf seriously made a mistake here?!..by takin tis step, u'r destroyin our neutral impression on u..u haf spolit ur own image..let me tell u str, now, i c u as nth better than a mummy's person..u dunno how 2 handle ur own problems & u only noe how 2 run 2 ur parent s 2 ask 4 help..u'r jus so immature!! haha..fancy hearing some1 so childish callin us immature!!

even if e staff & ur parents stand up 4 u & support u..the situation will never change..u'll still b hated by us, jus tt we do it behind ur back..u portrait urself as some1 hu's so innocent & as if u r e victim..u can decieve others but not us..we haf spent so much time wif u we long knew ur true colour..if ur heart really tells u tt u r totally gulit-free & haf nth wrong..then seriously, i advise u 2 go & c a doctor becos i tink ere's sth wrong wif ur brain..ask urself wat u did..ok..since u'll never noe..let me list them down 4 u..

1. if u were unhappy about sth tt we did, then y did u laugh along wif us?..u said u were stressed,so?!..do they haf any link?..by laughing along wif us, u were indicating 2 us tt u dun mind,or even like all these..and now u r blaming us..tell me wat's tis?

2. u actually haf e face 2 complain tt ur pw grp members giv u small & unimportant task 2 do..pls, ask ur conscious b4 u ever complain about tt again..ppl help u redo all ur minutes & put ur name on it..u refuse 2 do grp annotation & even e written report..u alwasy attend less than half o e meetings & yet they include ur names in..u only do e minimum requirement needed..ppl wanted 2 allocate impt task 2 u & u refuse..then ppl dun giv it 2 u u complain tt they outcast u..wat u want us 2 do then?

3. u complained tt we outcast u & always exclude u out, but did u even remember wat u told us at e beginning o term 2?!..all o us tried 2 tok 2 u & made friends wif u..but u looked so uninterested & mayb even irritated..when i asked u y were u so quiet,u told me tis:"becos there's nth 2 tok about?!"..u told 1 o us u wanted 2 b left alone..then y r u complaining now when we haf grant u ur wish?

tell me..asshole..tell me..do u even haf a heart?!

OCS Visit
we went 2 e OCS camp today..it was quite fun..but so sad..i lost all my mood after typin all those things above..so mayb i tok about it next time?!..anyway..gtg..buay!

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 23:15