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last night had really bad diarrhea. kept waking up in the middle of the night and rushed to the toilet. it was really, really bad. i felt so weak when i got up this morning. it was a really bad night for me.

wonder if it's intestinal flu, it is so "popular" now..*ok, not funny*


today was rushing like mad when i leave my house for tuition (my fault; was watching "crayon shin chan" and enjoying my late lunch when i realised the clock striked 3). after i was at the void deck, i realised i wore my top inside out. what did i do?

nothing.

i continued my 1 hour journey, including a nice, long 15 minutes walk on the street, as if nothing happened. i was praying so hard, hoping that there would not be a single soul on the street. but well, things always happened, against your wish, especially when you're desperate; there were exceptionally a lot of people on that particular street today(there were hardly any soul around on any other oridinary day). and what did i do?

walked with my head up high, as if my top is meant to look like this. lol. sounds dumb, but i feel proud of myself. (i am daring!yeah~)

in the evening, i created a scene at the zebra crossing; i was chatting on the phone, forgot i place the call on hold, thought my phone lost reception in a super open area, and i started shouting hellos?! into my mobile. of course, the man who was waiting for traffic light with me stared at me, real hard. guess he thought i am a "siao zha bo"--> as in those just released/ escaped frommental institution ones.

i always thought i have got rid of the blur look on my face and that naturally means no blur look= not blur. well, guess today's incidents proved me something:

something never change.

once a blur queen, forever a blur queen; once a siao zha bo , forever a siao zha bo.

the question is: should i be happy about it?


enjoyed my tuition sessions today; never raised my voice, never felt irritated or any other negative feeling best of all, i fogot allabout my tests for that period of time. giving tuition helped me escape from my stress for awhile, i was yuk ching the tutor, rather than yuk ching the student. so, is giving tuition benefitcial or harmful?

beats me.

last night suddenly recalled this funny quote by jacky wu(吴宗宪). it's sexist, i admit (so please don't come & sue me for being one!). but well..haha..

“男人每一个都是禽兽。。。但是！ 女人却偏爱小动物！”

girl power!n___n
  

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 00:13