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the haze is gone(or so i think it's); but the one in my heart is not.

had stupid blues today in the afternoon, felt so dumb(why the hell was i feeling so lousy out of absolutely no reason?).. sigh.. why does it feel like there is a very bad haze in my heart? stress? heavy workload? busy schedule?

my dad is gone; he took an afternoon plane back, nobody sent him off, quite sad isn't it? it felt like my dad is only here for a few days; i hardly met him during his visit, most of the time, i am busy in school or giving tuition. it's like so fast & he's already back in hong kong. i only started school for like a little bit more than 2 months, yet it felt like(& it still feels like) i have been in nus for years: so much has been taught, so many tutorials have been done, so many projects going on simultaneously, so many activities went on and participated.. sigh.. i am exhausted, both physically and mentally.. this haze just won't go away..

i need some fresh air.


anyone ever experience this before? no air-conditioning on the mrt train at all, even when the train was travelling, the air inside the car is stagnant and stiff.. i know it's against some law in physics, but that's exactly what happened; i was sweating like crazy on the mrt, so was the guy standing opposite me.


finally received my pay. it feels so good to know that your hard-earned money is right inside your bag. oh, but i still haven't collected my previous month pay; there's some communication problem between the agent and the mother.. well, it's not my problem. just give me my money.

oh, i just love cold, hard cash.. but well, who doesn't?


something pessimistic, yet i can't help but to agree with it:

情侣/恋人/恋爱/感情= "因误解而开始；因了解而分开"

hence,

i'll never let my other half know me inside out. evil laugh.

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 21:54