pieces of me

damn!

31.05.06

damn!
less then 15 min ago a tution agent ringed me up asked me if i want to give tution for e. maths and combined science (physics, chemistry).. i actually turned down the offer! even though i didn't do very badly in both my A's and O's in these two subjects, i am not confident in teaching chemistry, more so in physics.. i don't know how i scarp through these two subjects in these 6 years.. didn't have much clue as to what i was learning.. just stuff everything in books/ notes into my brain and go for exams.. that's how i pass my 6 years with chemistry and physics..

but teaching and learning is very different.. i don't want to confuse someone else.. i mean how can someone who's unsure of the subject teach others? even though i want money, i don't want to earn it through evil means; i don't want to bring harm to others by teaching them the wrong things..

call me stupid, please.. i bet after this incident, they won't call me up again (c'mon! who'll recommend a tutor who has no confidence?).. sigh.. guess i'll just have to sign up with more tution agents and try my luck again (you know.. higher probability).. maybe someday, some agent will call me up.. sigh..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 11:33