pieces of me

commission

i just remembered last thursday (which is a week ago), i went back to my ex-company to collect my commission.. & i forgot all about it until just now during lunchtime.. haha.. maybe it's because the money is not with me, i had it with me for a few days only & i didn't even touch the money (it's in an envelope, on my table, under Times magazines)..

i actually planned to call them on 2nd may, but i didn't have the courage to do so, and i dragged on until last week.. i was so nervous when i was calling, my heart was pounding so darn fast, which i really wonder why.. haha.. i was merely asking about something that is rightfully mine, and yet i feel like i'm a thief.. haha.. & when doreen (one of my ex-colleagues) told me she believed i was the only one who called in to check my commission, i was even more nervous.. haha.. really felt like i was doing something sinful you know.. anyway, she told me our trainer resigned & i have to check my commission with the boss, but she was on-the-line & asked me to call in the next day..

the next day, i didn't have the courage to call in at all.. speaking to the boss & asking her about my commission sounds really difficult to me, but, i called again.. this time, my ex-supervisor, florence, amswered the phone.. she told me the money's ready & asked me to collect it on the next day..

and so, i went off an hour earlier & went back to my ex-company with sh.. waited for half an hour at the reception, saw no other part-timer going back except this girl call Katherine.. and then, i was in the boss's office counting my commission.. haha..

it was much more than i expected (i was expecting less than S$50 though), because they told me before i left, that they'll deduct money from our commission for the mistake we made while we're working, and since i made so many mistakes while i was working, i was expecting most of my commission to be deducted.. but it doesn't really seems to be that case..

anyway, i think i shouldn't disclose the exact amount i got (later people say i am a show-off again).. but i paid for my new spects with this bonus and i still have some money left for my bank account..

haha.. maybe going to give sh a treat.. but it depends, i may get a new mobile instead..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 14:09