pieces of me

Children

to be frank, i always wanted to have a big family of my own in future.. wanted to have 5 children after i got married.. haha.. i always thought it's my dream.. to be a mother of five.. until sunday, after giving tution to K2 kid, a sudden realisation striked me:

I don't like children.

ok, i don't hate them, i don't see them as pests and nuisance (such people exist; some extremist think this way), which i think it's a piece of good news.. but i don't like them.. i think they are difficult to handle and they are nothing but just pain in the a**.. nowadays the children are so naughty and difficult to teach; they are disobeident and show no respect to their parents, lss to say other elderly; they are mean and quarrelsome, selfish and self-centered..

i'm not saying that i'm perfect and i have no flaws in my character at all.. but the thing is that they are too much for me to handle.. so far, all the little children i see or hear are no angles; they are all devils hidden beneath some adorable faces(some don't even look adorable).. i don't think i have enough love in me to tolerate them.. i can't stand misbehaviour.. and chldren nowadays just love poking their noses around, looking for trouble.. they love to misbehave, especially in the public.. i think if i have children of my own and they behave like how other children do, i'll either beat them to death or i'll end up in mental hospital.. what kind of stress will i be facing if i have children next time man..

sigh.. guess i am not cut to be a mother.. maybe i'll just keep pets in the future and take them as my own children.. at least if you train them properly, they'll be obeident and loyal to you until they day they die..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 10:27