pieces of me

ARC..

hahahahahahaha..2day so many surprises 4 me..in e morning when i went 2 sch..every1(or at least those frm ARC) r discussing about tt sms they received..apparently, only e 6 "chosen"(in e end they r e newly elected committee members..congrats them all!=]) ones receive tis particular sms yesterday, asking them 2 go down 2 e range 4 meeting today.. kok seong (aka e noe it all) spent e whole day tryin' 2 find out hu r e ones hu receive tis msg..in e end, he mangaed 2 find out e 5 ppl hu receive tis sms..e last 1 remain as a MYSTERY..

in e afternoon, when i went down 2 e range 4 training..they were about 2 start meeting(at tt time almost everyone noe liang wei's e president & sinyee's e VP)..& i was about 2 start training..jus then, the J2s suddenly pop up in front o my face & asked me if i receive e msg..haha..tis aso means tt e last committee member, hu every1 was interested 2 noe his/her identity,is none other than..M.E.!!..every1 ere was kinda shocked(i was shocked & only recover frm it like 2, 3 hours ltr?!)..never expect it's gonna b me..i mean even though every1 tells me tt im e best female camper & stuff..but tt doesnt mean im definitely goin 2 b in committee wat..rite?..haha..
still feel very puzzled though..i really dunno & dun understand wat they c in me..i mean i neva eva expect 2 b in e committee..i went 4 e interview 4 e sake o goin..no other purposes..& i dun tink i deserve 2 b in e committee..cos i dun tink i really qualify..ere'r definitely others hu deserve 2 b in e committee more than i do(well, i cant name any1 but im sure ere'r..)..haha..still feel like an illusion(not a dream though, cos i dun feel tt happy or excited, jus blur & haf lotsa doubts..)..haix..mayb it's tt i haf low self-confidence, tt's y i always belittle myself..mayb i need some1, or sth 2 tell me, or prove 2 myself tt im not tt bad afterall..

i shld b glad rite?..i mean out o e 17 hu went 4 interview, im 1 out o e 6 "chosen" ones 2 b in e committee..e propbablity o 1 gettin a post's less than 50%..so i shld b very happy in tt sense..haha..but mayb like wat kenneth always say..im lagging..tt's y i still cant feel e joy o bein in e exco yet..mayb next wk then i can feel e joy..haha..i cant believe i actually admit tt im lagging..

ok..then when i reach home..i wanted 2 check my msg..& i realised i lost my SIM card!!!..i was panicking like crazy cos tt SIM card cost a BOMB!!!(well, at least 2 me cos i paid 4 it, full price)..i was really scared..luckily my bro came home & found it 4 me..

oh yah..still hafnt say wat post i've got rite?..haha..i ended up as e treasurer..all i haf 2 do's collect money..quite slack..good 4 me aso..i mean im already e civics rep & haf quite a lot o work 2 do..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 19:50