pieces of me

university life- s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d!

i remember when i was young, many people tell me to work hard, to get into university, because once i get into uni, it's all (or maybe mostly?) fun and no(or little) work.. especially in jc, almost everyone say uni life is very slack and that jc is the toughest.. well, after personally experienced uni for slightly more than a month, i feel like looking for all those people who told me those things and show them the reality: university life can be just as stressing as jc or other phrase in life.

ok, actually i should not be blogging right now, but i can't resist the temptation, i mean it has been so long since the last time i blog, i miss my blog.. anyway, the reason why i should not be blogging right now is that i've tonnes of work to do!!!

i took the whole of today to do my financial accounting tutorial(i gave up trying to balance the account, i'll just wait for my tutor, aka the savior, tomorrow) and tomorrow night i've tuition, by the time i reach home it'll be 10 30 already.. friday i've history tutorial at 8am! after my econs tutorial i've group meeting, then i've to go for tuition, again.. on sat, make-up letcure in the morning, followed by AIESEC and project group meeting.. and guess what? my history assignment is due next tuesday! gosh! i'm seriously running out of time!

i realised quite long ago tha the main reason why i don't have time is mainly due to one thing- tuition. currently, i am giving three tuition (6 sessions per week), which is really tiring.. i seriously believe that if i stop all these tuition at once, i'll have a lot of time and will be enjoying uni-life like most people.. but guess what? i can't stop!!(unless my clients terminate my service*something i seriosly don't wish to happen*!) i give tuition to support myself; i feel weird asking my parents for money now, especially since i've been providing for myself since december last year.. and so i'm sort of like being forced to tutor? i used to enjoy tutoring, but recently, i find it really taxing and tiring.. almost everyday i've to keep rushing here and there..

now i only have dinner at home once or twice a week, ever since uni starts, who say undergrads've more relaxed life than other students? well, some people may dine outside out of their own free will, but i'm not!! i want to have dinner at home but i can't 'cause i'm so busy!! i'm starting to struggle between school and work.. but i can't give up on either one!(if i stop tutoring, then i eat?)

all in all, i guess the above statement, uni-life is much slacker and relaxed compared to jc, is only applicable to a certain group of people.. sadly, i'm not one of those this statement is applicable to..

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 00:24