pieces of me

job hunt

[i wrote this post because i know the company i went for interview yesterday is not planning to hire me, & now i'm kinda upset, i just don't understand why my luck is so bad in lookin for a job, while others seems to have no problem in looking for a good job with satisfactory pay]

*sigh*.. i'm kinda depressed now.. i really don't understand why my luck is so bad in job-hunting.. i just can't seem to find a good job.. ok, there were 4 companies who replied my email & asked me to go for interview, but they are all not suitable..1 is in commonwealth, 1 in Tanjong Pagar & 1 more in Ubi (both too far from my place) *they didn't indicate their location on newspaper*..1 is in centrepoint working as retail(my mum say long working hour & pay very pathetic, asked me not to go).. so, i didn't go for any of the above interviews..

I bet others must be thinking, "you can't find a job is your own fault, who ask you to be so picky? location far don't want, work in retail sector don't want.. serve you right!".. okay, I agree that i'm abit picky, i mean i should grab hold of any opportunities that come my way right? & interview means opportunity, so i should go for them no matter what right? but the thing is that, i don't want to settle for something lesser than what i deserved. surely, as an A'level graduate, i deserve something more than working as a sales girl in shopping mall right?

it's not that i haven't been settling for something much lesser than what i deserved. i gave in alot for my previous job, i settled for a job that paid me less than S$4.50 an hour & i endure it till the very last day. I have been through it and what did i get for return? nothing!

i really don't want history to repeat itself again, working so hard & get so little pay.. i don't understand why i have to settle for something much lesser when ko sing they all are earning so much more than me. they are all earning more than a thousand per month, so why can't i find a job that pay me that well? especially since all of us do not have much working experience?

i have worked before and i know i have the ability to do well in the workforce. i am not praising myself, but surely, i think i have good employee attitude & i am capable. i just don't understand why people do not want to hire me. is it because i look dumb to them? or maybe i just don't have this capable-loking face.

this world is just so unfair.

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 13:33