bad day..bad² day today..*haiz*..
2day's such a bad day 4 me!!..tis morning during PE, we ran only 2 rounds & i was panting like as if i had jus finished 6..e worse thing's tt, my timin slowed down..even though i din time myself, but i can tell..die!..next week it's 2.4km run already..i dun wanna fail it!!got back a bit o chem & physics papers 2day..sian..i c my chem part 3 i can already tell im not gonna pass e rest o my paper..then physics was even a bigger shock 2 me..at 1st when i jus got it back..i was quite relieved tt i JUST passed my physics paper..then jus now during physics practical..he suddenly tell us they marked a question wrongly..& so..i FAILED!!..haha..now i already got 1 subject tt's an O'LEVEL PASS..& a lot of my classmates scored a C 4 physics..so tt's considered as really BAD..haiz..
on my way home..i dunno y i had a really bad gastric pain..it was so bad tt i couldnt even stand up..e pain was unbearable..hate gastric pain..i swear i took my lunch in school& i ate quite alot..i dunno y i still haf gastric pain when i wasnt even feelin hungry..tink it's jus my luck..
tmr im gonna get back e rest o my papers..maths..gp..CLA..& chem..haha..im really scared i cant take e shock..even though im already expecting all Fs(as in FFFF-4 A'level & F 4 gp as well)..but still it's scary 2 c them written on papers..in black & white(ok..in tis case..in red & white)..rite in front o ur face..haiz..dun feel like goin 2 sch tmr..dunno how 2 face those papers..i haf done them gr8 injustice by doin so badly..fillin them up wif wrong answers..sad case..
i haf given some serious thoughts as 2 'wat if i cant get promoted?'..i noe it's like *touch wood*..but i haf 2 prepare myself 4 tt so i wun panic if tt really happens..anyway..after much consideration..i decided tt if i really cant get promoted..i'll transfer 2 poly instead..i even tot o e course 2 take ere..i wanna take dentistry..&i'll use e 1st half o e yr 2 work..becos i noe i'll fall into depression if i choose 2 repeat J1..then at least after i graduate frm poly, i'll haf a diploma& b able 2 work in some dental clinic..c!..i haf got my future all planned!(but i reallyx10 dun want tis 2 happen cos i wun noe how 2 face my family..)
haiz..now need 2 do pw le..so shld stop here..do pray tt i'll update tmr..becos if u dun c any updates..most probably it means tt im dead(went 2 kill myself cos i cant take e shock)..
oh yah..btw..sh..jus ignore wat i wrote yest..or at least dun take it 2 heart..i dunno wat's wrong wif me..i dun even noe e real reason y i was upset..guess it was jus mood-swing & u so happen 2 b ere..sorry!=[
posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 17:48
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