pieces of me

basic theory test

I FAILED MY BASIC THEORY TEST.

so sad but it is true.
i thought i knew all the things that i need to know, but i was WRONG.

my next test date is in september. i will difinitely mug for it this time, for i no longer want to pay another cent for basic theory test!


today didn't go to work because i was too upset with myself for not being able to get up and go jogging. ironically, i went back to sleep after that.

but it was a nice break, for i am feeling very demoralised in office and i really need a break like this to recharge myself.


i hate adults, even though i am going to be one officially in less than half a year's time.

they see that we are earning too much and so they changed the rule. how can they do this?

initially, they were the ones who told us not to feel discouraged about not hitting target at all because we were actually building up our "pool of responses" and later on we will be able to "harvest" the effort that we have put in. now that we are "harvesting", they took them away.

it is just like you are running in a 100m race, you are leading. when you are about to cross the finishing line, the organiser suddenly change the race to 1400m. ridiculous?

and now, i am like a loanshark+ beggar, pestering all those kind souls who told me they will reply. and i have to push people to reply us via fax. come on, who uses fax machines nowadays? do they think fax machines are available and extremely accessible to everybody?

i hate myself for chasing and pushing and begging. i really dislike my job, it is no longer the job that i had started off with.

luckily tomorrow is friday and weekend is coming. next week i will be working only half a week because i think i have had enough of work and it is time for me to start enjoying the last bit of my summer holiday.

posted by +abrac[A]dabra+ @ 21:01