Saturday, 27 January 2007

accountant?

tutorial just started this week, and really, i am worn out.

having lessons at 8am on 3days and 9am on the other 2days is not fun at all (i have to get up at 5+ and rush like crazy in order to be on-time for lessons), especially if you have to work after school.

giving tuition is supposed to be fun, at least for me. i love teaching; i love the feeling when i know my tutees understand the concepts i try to explain and i can help them clear their doubts. but now, i am not so sure if it's that enjoyable for me after all.

starting from 2007, i feel very reluctant to go for tuition; my motivation to go for every session is no longer the things i stated above, instead, it is the money.

yes, money is a good driver, but i feel empty inside.

maybe i am not that money-faced after all; maybe i like money because it can fulfill my desire for material goods and satisfaction, but i do not want to continue chasing after money for the rest of my life.

am i taking the wrong course then? i can't imagine myself counting money for the rest of my life. yes, being an accountant is prestigious, it is in great demand, i can earn big money, but i don't think this is what i am really after.
i want to inspire others; i want to give knowledge to others; i want to nurture others so that they will be useful in the society.

灵魂的工程师, what a nice name. but do i have what it takes?

maybe time will tell.

for now, let me concentrate on my stuides first.


do tutorials!

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